consider this the beginning of the end

consider me long gone and moved on

remember cruel words never solve anything.

remember excuses are like ass holes

everyone has them and only shit comes out of it.

remember the good times

remember how each lashing out tainted that memory.

remember a heart full of love,

remember each fight that crack it and drained a little more out.

remember the day we met and

remember the day you lost the best thing that ever happened to you.

consider this good bye.

The day I die and forever to belong to the heavens and no one else.

consider yourself my first.

the first i ever truly loved

the first i ever wanted a future with

the first i wanted to have children with

the first to fill my heart completely with love

the first to take it all away slowly

and the last person i will ever be with.

my bruised soul belongs to the BIG MAN

my crushed heart is now only flesh.

i will move on the my next life

and start a new adventure watching down on those i love.