Tired of sitting here crying out of disappointment.
Tired of feeling alone, when I "have someone"
I'm done.
This is where I stop.
Its just me now.
Not US or WE.
I'm done.
I'm done being depressed. I'm done feelings so sad, so disappointed.

Things happen. I get it. "things come up" I get it. All phrases I've heard before. I'm tired of being lead on. I'm done.

This is MY life. Just me. So what if I have the flu, So what if I feel sensative. I had my guard up. And I attemped to trust people with it. I know now, my friends is what I have.

And my heart is right. I can't tell it who to love. I can't tell it what to feel. And breaking it each time I get my hopes up... Its not helping. I expect nothing. Nothing matters. Just me. 9wks of school left.

I wipe away my tears... When my 9wks are over, and I hold my degree... I will walk alone, and I will celebrate without you. Thanks!