♫..........ANDA PEN YOUR WINDOW CURTINS...♫

for some reason or another.. i like that song.

So its thursday... another thursday.

Very light-headed today. not cool... but just so much going on.

Been really busy at work. And I came to the conclusion today with my supervisor... I'm going to start looking for another job. I do like working there. The stress level... I've aged alot lately. And the doctor wants me to take it easy. Don't get me wrong... I can handle the stress... me being the "boss-lady" n all... but I want/need a job with better benefits... good pay... and the respect. I do alot... and this week that Jenyl has been getting worked on... they've been understanding.. .but the work level... its been high... and stressful. I'm not 30 ppl! and i'm not an attorney yet! I cant be pulling these 50 hrs a week for you! geez!

But I am grateful for the job. I've grown up alot from it and other stuff.

Overall just a really long day. Can't complain... it was a good one. Just a lot of stuff to do.

I GOT MY BABY BACK~ JENYL~~~ and b4 you ask... she's my car lol.  I got her tuned up and ready to go! I want to move... I want to move far away or at least travel alot this year. So even if I don't make it... I can at least write in my last journal entry that I enjoyed every minute of it.

I'm still doing my best guys... i'm trying my bestest to stay alive for many many years So no worries yet. Ima stubborn latina with an attitude that you wont belive! lol. So you know that if someone tell me "no" i will do it anyway! lol. so that's my plan... they say i'm gonna die... so i say i'm going to live a long long time

muah!!!

oh yeah... and um.... HOOK'EM HORNS!!! Cilla n I leave to Austin tomorrow I'm loving it. I finally get to get out of this hell hole for a few days. A breath of fresh air will do me some good. Help me clear my head and hopefully recharge my batteries to keep going another few weeks. My partner n crime and I at it again But its mostly to get away from all the chaos here. With the All-stars bieng here all weekend.. its gonig to be nuts. I"m glad we're getting away. ♥